146 Wesley and the Wesleyans
from August 1740 and are typical of the early days of the
movement:
Mon. 4 August ...In the evening many were gathered together at
Long Lane on purpose to make a disturbance: having procured a
woman to begin, well known in those parts as neither fearing God nor
regarding man. The instant she broke out, I turned full upon her and
declared the love our Lord had for her soul. We then prayed that He
would confirm the word of His grace. She was struck in the heart and
shame covered her face. From her I turned to the rest, who melted
away like water, and were as men who had no strength. But surely
some of them shall find who is ‘their rock and their strong salvation’.
Sun. 10 August. – From Gal.vi.3. I earnestly warned all who had
tasted the grace of God 1) not to think they were justified before they
had a clear assurance that God had forgiven them their sins; bringing
in a calm peace, the love of God, and dominion over all sin. 2) Not to
think themselves anything after they had this; but to press forward for
the prize of their high calling, even a clean heart, throughly renewed
after the image of God, to righteousness and true holiness.
Mon. 11 August. – Forty or fifty of those who were seeking salvation
desired leaveto spend the night together, at the society-room, in prayer
and giving thanks. Before ten I left them, and lay down. But I could
have no quiet rest, being quite uneasy in my sleep, as I found others
were too, that were asleep in other parts of the house. Between two
and three in the morning I was waked and desired to come downstairs.
I immediately heard such a confused noise as if a number of men were
all putting in the sword. It increased when I came into the room and
began to pray. One whom I particularly observed to be roaring aloud
for pain was one J— W—, who had always, till then, been very sure
that none cried out but hypocrites. So had Mrs Sims also. But she too
now cried to God with a loud and bitter cry. It was not long before God
heard from his holy place. He spake and all our souls were comforted.
He bruised Satan under our feet; and sorrow and sighing fled away.
Sat.16August. – Icalledonone who,being atLongLane onMonday
the 4th instant, was exceeding angry at those that pretended to be in
fits, particularly at one who dropped down just by her. She was just
going to kick her out of the way, when she dropped down herself,
and continued in violent agonies for an hour. Being afraid, when she