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“The monotony was tremendous,” John Lewis recalled. “We had no
reading material other than the Bible, a palm-sized copy of the New Testa-
ment, which was given to each of us by the local Salvation Army. . . .We each
had our own metal-frame bed with a mattress made by the inmates. That, a
commode and a small washbowl completed the cell’s furnishings. There were
walls between the cells, so we could not see one another. Only when we were
taken out to shower, which was twice a week, did we see anyone but our
cellmate and the guards. Once a week we could write a letter.” The biweekly
shower, as Steve Green recalled many years later, “was easily the highlight of
each week” and a ritual that the Riders tried to make the most of:
We were instructed to strip the sheet off the beds and bring it with us. The
cell doors were opened one by one, and naked, two of us at a time could
proceed to the end of the hallway where we handed over our dirty sheet,
and were given a towel. In front of the guard door, we could shower and
shave with no mirror and, as the evening passed, an increasingly dull razor.
We then returned our towel, were issued a clean sheet, and told to return
to our cells. . . . It was the only time we could actually see each other, but
the trip down the hallway became an occasion for rude comments, heard
by all, and even a crude form of competitive theater. A bed sheet, we dis-
covered, could become a judge’s robe, or a hanging rope, or a cop’s club, or
a slave’s head dress and pants, or a pasha’s turban, or any number of cos-
tumes. The performances were more than entertainment—they also be-
came a form of “communication” with the guards who gathered around the
ward door at the end of the hallway, glaring at our depictions of the tradi-
tions of the South.
The shower ritual provided a brief respite from the loneliness and isola-
tion of cell life. But the dominant reality for Green, Lewis, and hundreds of
others was an involuntary personalization of time and space. Cut off from
family, friends, and worldly institutions, separated from the regular prison-
ers, constricted by the limits of cells and cellmates, and deprived of most of
life’s chosen pleasures, the Riders had no choice but to fall back upon them-
selves. Consigned to seemingly endless hours of reflection, introspection,
and contemplation, they lived primarily in interior worlds dominated by
matters of mind and spirit. Freedom songs, hunger strikes, and other provo-
cations provided a semblance of community life. For the most part, though,
the individual Freedom Riders were on their own.
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It was in this context that Farmer, Lewis, and other leaders tried to main-
tain a modicum of unity and collective purpose. From the beginning of the
Freedom Rides, few had doubted the difficulty of building the beloved com-
munity. But doing so under these conditions was especially daunting, given
the wide differences of opinion among the Riders on matters of faith and
philosophy. Despite a common commitment to nonviolent direct action, the
philosophical distance between secular and religious activists involved per-
sistent and even fundamental disagreements. At one end of the spectrum, the
Nashville students led by Bevel, Lewis, and Lafayette pressed for a deep and