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of Lawson’s Nashville workshop, Lewis had already undergone this kind of
training, but for most of the Riders the sessions represented a new and some-
what disconcerting ordeal. For John Moody, suffering from the flu and al-
ready unnerved by images of Southern violence, the training was intense
enough to prompt withdrawal from the Ride. And he was not the only recruit
to have second thoughts about subjecting himself to such abuse.
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By the afternoon of May 3, the day before their scheduled departure, all
of the Riders were emotionally drained. During the final hours of prepara-
tion, as pride and anticipation mingled with fear and apprehension, Farmer
realized that he had to do something to break the tension. Following a few
freedom songs from Jimmy McDonald, he took the Riders downtown for an
elaborate Chinese dinner at the Yen Ching Palace, an upscale Connecticut
Avenue restaurant managed by NAG activist Paul Dietrich. The owner of
the restaurant, Van Lung, a close friend of Dietrich’s since their childhood
in upstate New York, was also a longtime associate of General Claire Lee
Chennault, the famed Louisiana-born leader of the World War II “Flying
Tigers” Asian fighter squadron. Prior to his death in 1958, Chennault had
been a frequent visitor to the Yen Ching Palace, and for several years, at the
close of duck-hunting season, the restaurant had hosted the Louisiana con-
gressional delegation’s annual Peking duck banquet. None of the Louisiana
politicos was present when the Freedom Riders filed into the restaurant on
the evening of May 3, but the dinner episode was exotic nonetheless. Many
of the younger Riders, including John Lewis, had never eaten Chinese food
before, and the whole scene somehow seemed appropriate for men and women
about to explore the unknown. “As we passed around the bright silver con-
tainers of food,” Lewis recalled, “someone joked that we should eat well and
enjoy because this might be our Last Supper.” This gallows humor seemed
to break the ice, and the gathering settled into a mood of genuine fellowship.
By the time the steamed rice and stir-fried vegetables gave way to fortune
cookies, it was clear that the experiences of the last three days had created a
family-like bond among the Riders.
As the cookies and pots of tea were making their way around the table,
Dietrich and several other NAG activists joined the group, just in time to
hear a soul-searching speech by Farmer. Obviously pleased with what had
transpired since the Riders had arrived in Washington, he wanted them to
know that he had faith in their ability to meet any challenge, but he went on
to insist that he was the only “one obligated to go on this trip,” that “there
was still time for any person to decide not to go.” If one or more of them
chose not to go, “there would be no recrimination, no blame, and CORE
would pay transportation back home.” After Farmer closed his remarks and
settled back into his chair, Cox offered to lead the Riders in prayer. Farmer,
in deference to the atheists and agnostics present, suggested that a moment
of silence was more appropriate. The “moment” went on for a full five min-
utes as the Riders mulled over the CORE leader’s offer. Finally, he broke the
silence by telling them that they did not have to make an immediate decision;