
1944 Vogel, a Wehrmacht soldier about fifty years of age, was transferred to
Birkenau. Milar remembers that he was an artisan from Vienna. When those
selected for the gas chambers were once again ordered to undress before they
were forced to get on the trucks, Vogel, who was not yet familiar with ss prac-
tices in Auschwitz, asked a guard what was going to happen to the naked pris-
oners. He was given the official story that they were going to be taken to work
in a factory. Since there was bad weather, Vogel vigorously demanded that the
prisoners be clothed, and they were actually given blankets. After the trucks
had left, Milar, who had been watching, took Vogel to the attic of a barracks
from which it was possible to observe how the unfortunates were herded into
the gas chamber, and he enlightened him about the extermination. The out-
raged Vogel rushed to the room of the camp physician, where Dr. Mengele
happened to be. He is said to have told the physician that if such a thing was
possible he was ashamed of being a German.When Mengele tried to calm him
down by saying that death by poison gas was hardly painful, Vogel is said to
have replied that Jews were human beings, too, and must be treated as human
beings. He is supposed to have expressed his outrage to other members of the
ss as well. One day he disappeared.
Ludwik Lawin has reported the following episode. When he was working
in Porabka in the summer of 1942, he met an ss man, a pyrotechnist who had
been posted there as a convalescent. Lawin heard snatches of a spirited ar-
gument between this young man and ss roll call leader Palitzsch. The former
is said to have exclaimed, ‘‘What are you people doing to our thousand-year
culture? What are you doing to our honor?’’ Whereupon Palitzsch is said to
have replied, ‘‘Shit, this is the front,we’re cleaning up here, the eastern area is
beingcleared.’’ Accordingto Lawin,theyoung ssman was takenawaythe next
day, and there were rumors that he was assigned to an extermination detail
and shot himself.
It remains uncertain to what extent the dwindling hopes for a victory of
Hitler’s Germany prompted some of those described in this chapter to treat
the prisoners differently from the way they had been ordered to, but it cannot
be overlooked that in 1944 there were more humane acts than before Hitler’s
defeat in Stalingrad.
‘‘Demoralization’’ reached a new low when the end of Auschwitz was in
sight, the Russian troops were approaching, and the bombardments of Ger-
many had become a horrifying everydayaffair.Igor Bistric,who served as clerk
in Block 6 of the main camp at that time, reports that his block leader some-
times came to see him in the fall of 1944 in order to discuss the times before
thekz.‘‘He did not spurn accepting a piece of inmate’s bread withmarmalade
from a Jew,’’ writes Bistric, and he emphasizes that in those days no one was
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