POLITICAL CONVICTIONS
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dividual who espouses them
as
of
the ostensible subjects
of
speculation. Pessimism,
for example, is common in old
age,
when the sexual powers decline
and
the individual
projects upon the world the sinfulness
which
he feels for
wanting
to
indulge beyond his powers, and
defy his in-
adequacy.
The mechanism of this sort of thing stands out
most clearly in
extreme
cases, such
as R. R
believed that
the
world
was
going from
bad
to
worse
and
that wars and
rumors of wars were devastating the earth. He spent
so
many
hours
over
a
plan
to
secure the peace of the world
forevermore that he
developed
a
confusion
state.
He would
go
out in
a
park, find
a
secluded
spot and weep
over the
troubles of the world
as
Jesus
wept over
Jerusalem.
One
day in passing
a
market he saw some chickens in
a
coop
without any water. The cruelty of this was more than he
could bear, so he went home and went
to
bed. His ideas
were that
he
had been chosen to work out the salvation of
the world,
and that
he had been endowed with unusual,
indeed
supernatural, understanding of men's
motives, and
special power to
heal insanity.
R
elaborated
a
private form of religion.
He said that
he was worshiping the sun
as
God,
as
a
symbol of Christ
and truth
(actually, of masculine
virility). When it
be-
came
necessary for
him
to
commune with his
spirit, he was
in the habit
of facing
the
sun and repeating
a
litany of
his
invention, which ran:
To the sun, the heart of the
world!
It warmeth the
earth with
its loveliness. Glory
to
God! It riseth in the
east,
lighting the
dark corners of
ignorance
and wickedness. Glory
to God!
It
chaseth the
darkness
before it
like
the host of Syria before the
children of Israel. Glory to God! It chaseth the darkness before
it
like the host of Syria before the children
of
Israel.
Glory
to
God!
etc.,
etc.
He began to
chant, and then assumed an exalted, heroic
pose,
with
his
arms and head
thrown
back. Presently
he