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times he laboriously climbed
up on the
seat of a
kitchen
chair,
spread
his arms like
a
bird, and leaped into
space.
Every time he crashed
to
the floor, his frightened
mother rescued him, but he always felt surprised
and
rather
aggrieved
that he
should fall,
and secretly believed
that he
could fly after all. This
type
of
reaction character-
istically
appears where
emotional
conflicts in the home
create an acute
problem of emotional orientation for
the
child.
As
a
small
boy
he was
sent by his mother
to
follow
his
father when he left the house,
and to report where
he
went.
K
developed
a
strong sense of guilt for this,
and
after the divorce was
afraid
that his father would return
and
take
revenge
on
him in some
unknown
and horrible
way.
His father did occasionally reappear,
and once
in-
vited
the
boy to spend
the night with
him,
but K was
too
frightened to accept.
The family often lived in the country, and the
self-con-
sciousness of
K
in the presence of
strangers
was heightened
by
frequent removals into new and often isolated places.
One
of the
towns
near which
he
lived when
about
nine
was
on
a
frontier. Gun-play was frequent, and K remem-
bers having seen the corpses of
men who had
been
shot
down in street brawls.
There were ominous-looking fel-
lows around town, and
the
boy gave
them
a
wide
berth.
The death of
his mother when he
was
twelve
robbed
K
of
his main emotional support in
a
dangerous world.
She
died
after two
years
of
suff'ering from
an infected limb.
She would also
spit into bits of papers
and
burn
them in
the
stove. K wondered
why she did this,
and later
devel-
oped a
reverie the
importance of which will
soon
appear.
The older members of the
family were left
with
K on
their hands, and
they decided
to
club
together
and
put all