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POLITICS
defective or because the
libido is
too narcissistically
fix-
ated,
this general description holds
trut of some
obsessive
and
many psychotic
persons. It was
no doubt
a
factor
in the history of
A.
Before
following
out the full implications of this
strug-
gle of A's to repress his sexuality, we will take up another
topic of major and
not
unrelated importance.
I
refer
to
A's
ambivalence toward his father. A was not conscious of the
full force of his
hatred and
his
love
for his
father, but
his
personality history is full of evidence of the formative
influence
of these bipolar attitudes. In the course of his
competition
with his
older brother, A accepted abstinence
from
genital indulgence
as
the price of holding
paternal
preference. Now
psychoanalytic findings are unanimous
in
showing that genital indulgence is not given up without
a
continuous
struggle,
and that
recurring waves of sexuality
break
against the barrier
of
the introjected prohibition, and
reanimate hostile
impulses
against
the sanctioning authori-
ty.
It is of the utmost
importance for A's development
that
he fought to bar
from
consciousness
any
hostile thought
directed
against
his
father, and
that he succeeded
in re-
pressing his father-hatred very
deeply. He was able to
identify
himself with the father, and to copy many of
the
paternal standards and
attributes. The strength of these
identifications is indicated by the
tenacity with which A
held to
certain paternal patterns.
Although his
much-
touted
uncle had been a famous writer and professor,
A
remained
a
preacher,
even
when tempted
by
a
flattering
offer to
leave his first humble parish
for
the faculty of
a
great
university. He cherished the paternal prejudice
against
money-making
and money-makers. His boyhood
home was
where
some wealthy people spent their summers,
and
A's father would speak contemptuously
of "the fash-