I have no home, so use my business address as a mail address…. Usually I wear
brown Levis, sneakers, and a colorful shirt. Many times each month I find myself
reduced to one penny, a half penny, or zero. Most of my possessions have been
given away, including my watch and coat (but I’ll have to pick up a coat
somewhere now with winter coming on). Everywhere I go I keep running into
down-and-out alcoholics, to whom I give when I have anything, and with whom I
sit and drink from their bottle if they offer me a drink. Increasingly I find myself
on the opposite side from the police. Many of my friends have done time, and I’ve
been in a house that was raided and had my things searched then, but I haven’t
yet been busted…. I do a lot of smoking, and also smoke cigarettes, though I
haven’t yet developed a fag habit. A substantial amount of my time is given to
trying to help people in almost any way they ask me or seem to need help, whether
it’s by giving them money, cleaning a filthy kitchen, talking to a landlord,
shopping for a housebound person, or trying to solve some mathematical problem
for somebody here at work. A lot of this helping is of old people, especially women
in their eighties. I live very cheaply and have been reducing my debts (which are
large) fairly rapidly since I became homeless…. In spite of vast amounts of time
missed from work, plus eccentric behavior such as sleeping here often and doing
my laundry in the men’s room and trying to borrow money from everyone in the
department, my professor and the department chairman are friendly to me. (In
fact, most people are friendly to me except the police, who seem to instinctively
dislike me nowadays). I haven’t gone to church for six or eight weeks, but I visit
and try to help old people in connection with a church that I have often attended.
I usually wear a cross of some aluminum-appearing or pewter-like metal around
my neck, except that people keep asking me for it (especially old, sick people and
down-and-out alcoholics) and I’ve given away seven of them and don’t have any
now and won’t be able to buy another until pay-day). I generally try to say
“Yes.”
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Then he ended, “And now what’s up with you?”
It was an amazing transformation from the prim, short-haired, gangling IBM
worker he had been just a short seven years ago. Even Smoky was really starting
to get worried about him, as was Paul Garvey, a homeless wreck serving time at
Her Majesty’s Remand Centre in Richmond, Surrey.
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But George was happy, perhaps the happiest he had ever been. A kind of peaceful
quiet had finally descended on his soul. Lately he’d met “a bloke named Keith
who is a follower of the Guru Maharishi,” and the two enjoyed conversations on a
park bench over chips and coffee.
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He was enclosing a picture of himself, he wrote to Kathleen, taken in his office by
a photographer; the best faculty photo, people said, in all of the department. In it
he is wearing a colorfully striped shirt and dark bow tie, sporting a wry smile
above a scraggly red beard, counterbalanced by fine hair brushed back above a
broad forehead. Only the eyes confuse an otherwise joyful portrait: Tucked