substantially shortened. George was excited, but there was no time to celebrate.
Once again the surgeons were having their way; he’d need to fly back
immediately to see his mother for the last time.
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When he arrived at Midtown Hospital two days later, he found Alice in bed. The
amputation had been a success but all was not well. “What happened in school
today,” she asked, taking his hand and looking up at him sweetly. “Did you wear
your shoes…. Did you drink your warm milk?”
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As Alice declined, Kathleen delivered a baby boy in California, Dominique. She
had no idea that her father was in America. Fear of Julia causing trouble over
arrears in his support payments had overcome any parental, and grandparental,
sentimentality. He was staying at Alice’s home on West Ninety-third Street,
going through all the old papers and photographs and closing it down. If she
recovered, Alice would be going to the DeWitt Nursing Home. Meanwhile,
George was selling furniture and getting rid of all her cats. Above all, he was
battling Miss McCartney, the intransigent roomer, a seventy-five-year-old,
two-hundred-pound, alcoholic former legal secretary, a “creature from a
nightmare” who knew all tricks of the law and was unwilling to leave the
apartment. Where, for goodness sake, had the days of the Japanese gentlemen
gone?
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George had started the eviction process but was losing the battle. Short on cash,
he had written to Al; Ludwig Luft, the instrument maker; and his elderly aunt
Ethel in Michigan asking for loans. In his quirky way he even wrote to the
president of Air Products & Chemical Corporation, based in Allentown,
Pennsylvania, a man who in 1955 had contributed money to the University of
Minnesota for George’s research on ESP. To Bentley Glass, geneticist and
president of the American Association for the Advancement of Science, he sent a
fifty-two-page mathematical treatise on selection, asking whether Glass might
help secure a fellowship for him, something, say, like a Guggenheim. None had
replied yet, except Luft with $200. Edison had generously paid for George’s
airfare and expenses, but bitter over little help from him at the apartment, George
was depressed and exhausted.
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To escape Miss McCartney he’d take the subway downtown to the Forty-second
Street Public Library in the afternoons. He had failed to interest any magazines in
articles but got $275 for helping to write the master’s thesis in business
administration of the uncle of a cute Yeshiva University grad student he’d met in
the library. Sandy was more than twenty years his junior; going out with her made
him feel young again. However wonderful the relationship, though,
self-destructiveness, as usual, proved more comfortable a companion. “I am
careful to keep my hate alive,” he wrote to Tatiana, “since to let it abate would be
giving in to the evilness of Ferguson…. He has beaten me physically but as long
as I hate him and seek revenge, he has not beaten me mentally.”
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