trouble them, and therefore it is very natural to defer doing so as long as one
possibly can. The difficulties I labour under at this time are so great, and so
uneasy to me, that they will not suffer me any longer to keep my thoughts to
myself; and I choose this way of explaining them to you, rather than endeav-
our to begin to speak, and not to be able to go on. I have been considering the
business we have so often spoke about, ever since I saw you, and cannot but
continue of the same mind, that it is a great hardship to persuade any body to
part with a place they are in possession of, in hope of another that is not yet
vacant. Besides, I must own freely to you, I am of the opinion, that making a
party man secretary of state, when there are so many of their friends in employ-
ment of all kinds already, is throwing myself into the hands of a party, which
is a thing I have been desirous to avoid. May be some may think I would be
willing to be in the hands of the Tories; but whatever people may say of me, I
do assure you I am not inclined, nor ever will be, to employ any of those vio-
lent persons, that have behaved themselves so ill towards me. All I desire is,
my liberty in encouraging and employing all those that concur faithfully in my
service, whether they are called Whigs or Tories, not to be tied to one, nor the
other; for if I should be so unfortunate as to fall into the hands of either, I shall
not imagine myself, though I have the name of queen, to be in reality but their
slave, which as it will be my personal ruin, so it will be the destroying of all
government; for instead of putting an end to faction, it will lay a lasting
foundation for it. You press the bringing Lord Sunderland into business, that
there may be one of that party in a place of trust, to help carry on the business
this winter; and you think if this is not complied with, they will not be hearty
in pursuing my service in the parliament. But is it not very hard that men of
sense and honour will not promote the good of their country, because every
thing in the world is not done that they desire, when they may be assured Lord
Sunderland shall come into employment as soon as it is possible. Why, for
God’s sake, must I, who have no interest, no end, no thought but for the good
of my country, be made so miserable, as to be brought into the power of one
set of men? And why may not I be trusted, since I mean nothing but what is
equally for the good of all my subjects? There is another apprehension I have
of Lord Sunderland being secretary, which I think is a natural one, which pro-
ceeds from what I have heard of his temper. I am afraid he and I should not
agree long together, finding by experience my humour and those that are of a
warmer will often have misunderstandings between one another. I could say a
great deal more on this subject, but fear I have been too tedious already.
Therefore I shall conclude, begging you to consider how to bring me out of my
difficulties, and never leave my service, for Jesus Christ’s sake, for besides the
reasons I give you in another letter, this is a blow I cannot bear.*
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THE COURT AND THE CROWN
* From a copy by the duchess of Marlborough.