"Jose" was sitting on a bench under a tree. He had exchanged
his pressed shirt and creased slacks for a polo shirt and blue jeans.
He sported oversized sunglasses that gave him a dragonfly
appearance and wore a floppy straw hat pulled low over his
forehead. When I approached, he stood up, peering nervously
around, and shook my hand. "Thank you for coming," he said.
Still standing, he explained in flawless English that if anyone
should interrogate him about our rendezvous he would simply tell
them he was trying to learn more about me and my book before
its impending publication in Portuguese. "But I hope it doesn't
come to that," he added, once again scanning the park. "One never
knows though, these days . . ." His voice trailed
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off and he motioned to the bench. "Please." We sat down side
by side.
He asked questions about some of the people in Confessions,
focusing particularly on the Iranians "Yamin" and "Doc" who in
1977, at great personal risk to themselves, shared with me
information about the shah and the mullahs' determination to
overthrow him (something that happened nearly two years later).
Jose expressed his relief over my assurances that Yamin and
Doc's true identities would never be disclosed. He said that he
wanted his message to reach the people of the United States, but
that I had to guarantee to keep the source confidential. He invited
me to take notes, as long as I did not disclose his name. During
our conversation, he mentioned that he had been twenty-six years
old at the time I graduated from college in 1968.
He told me that he had read my book and appreciated the
things I had exposed. However, he said, "It is only the tip of the
iceberg. I'm sure you know this, but I feel I must say it. Even your
book misses the real story."