accept it. Earnest young men feeling for the first time the
unintelligibility of the world, and longing for some anchor of
belief and hope in a sea of doubts and fears, may have been moved,
by the very extent of the demands made upon them, to put their fate,
their lives and salvation, in Loyola's plan. He proposed that in due
time they should go together to Palestine, and live there a life as
nearly as possible like Christ's. On August 15, 1534, Loyola, Faber,
Xavier, Diego Laynez, Alonso Salmeron, Nicolas Bobadilla, Simon
Rodriguez, Claude Le Jay, Jean Codure, and Paschase Broet, in a little
chapel in Montmartre, took the vows of chastity and poverty, and
pledged themselves, after two years of further study, to go and live
in the Holy Land. They had as yet no apparent notion of combating
Protestantism; Islam seemed to them the greater challenge. They had no
interest in theological disputes; their aim was sanctity; their
movement was rooted in Spanish mysticism rather than in the
intellectual conflicts of the time. The best argument would be a
holy life.
In the winter of 1536-37 they walked through France, over the
Alps, and across Italy to Venice, where they hoped to find passage
to Jaffa. But Venice was at war with the Turks; the trip was
impossible. During the delay Ignatius met Caraffa, and for a time
joined the Theatines. His experience with these devoted priests had
some influence in changing his plan from life in Palestine to
service of the Church in Europe. He and his disciples agreed that
if, after a year of waiting, Palestine should still be closed to them,
they would offer themselves to the Pope for any service that he
might assign to them. Faber secured permission for all of them to be
ordained priests.
By this time Loyola was forty-six. He was bald, and still limped
slightly from his wound. His five feet and two inches would have
left him quite unimpressive had it not been for an aristocratic
refinement of features, the sharp nose and chin, the somber, deep-set,
piercing black eyes, the grave, intent countenance; he was already the
absorbed and almost humorless saint. He was no persecutor; though he
approved of the Inquisition, `063835 he was rather its victim than its
agent. He was stern but kind; he willingly served the sick in
hospitals and plague. His dream was to win converts not by the pyre or