(On Free Will, 388–395), in which he argues that
“willing” in the appropriate way will bring about
happiness; and De magistro (The Teacher, 389), a
dialogue between Augustine and Adeodatus on
how knowledge is obtained and transferred.
City of God, written between 413 and 426 and
composed of 22 books, is Augustine’s most well-
known work besides Confessions. Following the
sack of Rome by the Goths in 410, the Christian
Church was widely blamed for the loss of faith in
the pagan gods and the subsequent fall of the
Roman Empire. Augustine answered these charges
with City of God, a refutation of the idea that in
order to flourish people must appease a diverse
and sundry assortment of gods, as well as an in-
terpretation of the development of contemporary
society and Western thought in the context of the
struggle between good and evil.
Critical Analysis
Confessions, written in 397–398, is both a memoir
and a testament of faith. Even as a child, Augus-
tine constantly faced temptation in an environ-
ment characterized by powerful pagan influences,
as was typical of the time and place of his youth.
He disobeys his parents and teachers, participates
in sporting events or attends theatrical produc-
tions when he is supposed to be studying, and re-
sists Monica’s attempts to expose him to the
teachings of the Christian Church. “I was a great
sinner for so small a boy,” he writes.
As an adolescent, he finds that he derives gen-
uine pleasure from doing things that are forbidden
simply because they are forbidden, and when he
goes to Carthage to study rhetoric, he lands “in the
midst of a hissing cauldron of lust.” In this hedo-
nistic environment, he soon finds a suitable object
of his affection, although his joy is tempered by
“the cruel, fiery rods of jealousy and suspicion,
fear, anger, and quarrels.” Nevertheless, Augustine
joins the other sensualists of Carthage in their end-
less pursuit of pleasure.“Give me chastity and con-
tinence,” he prays, “but not yet.”
At age 19, Augustine’s ambition is “to be a good
speaker, for the unhallowed and inane purpose of
gratifying human vanity.” As part of his studies, he
is assigned CICERO’s Hortensius, which arouses in
him a love of philosophy.“It altered my outlook on
life....All my empty dreams suddenly lost their
charm and my heart began to throb with a bewil-
dering passion for the eternal truth....In Greek
the word ‘philosophy’ means ‘love of wisdom,’ and
it was with this love that the Hortensius inflamed
me.” In his quest, he joins the Manichees, whose
dualistic and materialistic approach to good and
evil appeals to him: Blame for the sin is cast not
on the sinner, but elsewhere. For nine years, to his
mother’s great distress, Augustine is “led astray . . .
and [leads] others astray” by his affiliation with the
Manichees.
When Faustus, a bishop of the Manichees,
comes to Carthage, Augustine is disappointed that
the bishop cannot resolve the discrepancies be-
tween the tenets of the Manichees and known sci-
entific facts.“The Manichaean books are full of the
most tedious fictions about the sky and the stars,
the sun and the moon,” he writes. “I badly wanted
Faustus to compare these with the mathematical
calculations which I had studied in other books . . .
but I now began to realize that he could not give
me a detailed explanation.”
Augustine’s final rejection of the Manichaean
doctrines would come in Milan when, listening to
the sermons of
AMBROSE, he recognizes his prior
misconceptions about Christian doctrine. Scrip-
ture may be understood metaphorically, not liter-
ally, he realizes. Evil is not a material substance, as
the Manichees would have it, but a distortion of
free will. He also acknowledges the factors that are
preventing him from embracing Christianity
wholeheartedly. They include his worldly ambi-
tions, his reluctance to relinquish his mistress, and
his difficulty conceiving of God as a spiritual en-
tity. Nevertheless, he wishes with increasing agita-
tion and desperation to convert to the faith.
One day he is weeping bitter tears in the garden
of his house, asking for the grace to “make an end
of my ugly sins,” when he hears a child’s voice say-
ing, “‘Take it and read, take it and read.’” Taking
this as a divine message, Augustine opens Paul’s
30 Augustine, Saint