READINGS
852 Part Eight • Readings for Writers
fi rst people with my cancer to try this drug. Its median benefi t seems to
be only on the order of three months. So my expectations are modest.
The side effects of these drugs are signifi cant, as are the symptoms of
the cancer’s gallop through my body. All things considered, I believe I
have earned my merit badge for “doing all one can in the face of death
to stay alive.”
5 That the experience has changed me is obvious. I have a few scars,
have lost 50 pounds, and my hair is thinner. I rely on oxygen nearly
all the time, can no longer perform the job I loved, and have diffi culty
eating. More profoundly, my universe has contracted. Simply leaving
home has become an enormous task, and travel is essentially out of the
question. I can no longer run, swim, golf, ski, and play with my son.
I haven’t yet learned how to set goals or make plans for a future that
probably consists of weeks or months, not years. I am also nearing a
point where I will not be able to take care of my most basic needs.
6 Mine has been a long, diffi cult, and certain march to death. Thus,
I have had ample time to refl ect on my life, get my affairs in order, say
everything I want to the people I love, and seek rapprochement with
friends I have hurt or lost touch with. The bad news is that my pain
and suffering have been drawn out, the rewarding aspects of life have
inexorably shrunk, and I have watched my condition place an increas-
ingly great physical and emotional burden on the people closest to me.
While they have cared for me with great love and selfl essness, I cannot
abide how my illness has caused them hardship, in some cases dominat-
ing their lives and delaying their healing.
7 Perhaps the biggest and most profound change I have undergone is
that my addiction to life has been “cured.” I’ve kicked the habit! I now
know how a feeling, loving, rational person could choose death over life,
could choose to relieve his suffering as well as that of his loved ones a
few months earlier than would happen naturally. I am not a religious
person, but I consider myself and believe I have proved throughout my
life to be a deeply moral person. Personally, I would not now choose
physician-assisted suicide if it were available. I do not know if I ever
would. Yet now, I understand in a manner that I never could have
before why an enlightened society should, with thoughtful safeguards,
allow the incurably ill to choose a merciful death.
8 The Supreme Court’s ruling will infl ame the debate over physician-
assisted suicide. Besides adding my voice to this debate, I ask you to
carefully search your soul before locking into any position. If you op-
pose physician-assisted suicide, fi rst try to walk a mile in the shoes of
those to whom you would deny this choice. For as surely as I’m now
wearing them, they could one day just as easily be on your feet or those
of someone you care deeply about.
PAUSE: Underline
some of the
changes that
Fensterman
describes he has
gone through.
PAUSE: Summarize
Fensterman’s
main point in this
paragraph.
PAUSE: Underline
Fensterman’s thesis
statement.
PAUSE: How do
you respond to
Fensterman’s
argument?
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