that hell's fires would devour anyone siding with the Soviet
Union? Did Saint Peter stand smiling at the gates of heaven with
open arms for capitalists? And even if someone could convince
me to answer "yes," could we exclude ourselves from those fires?
By what stretch of the imagination would the American Way
appear as free-market capitalism? Everything I saw indicated that
the small-town entrepreneur was headed for extinction, replaced
by the predators at the top of the food chain, the big corporations.
We seemed determined to return to the monopolistic trusts of the
late 1800s. And this time around it was happening on a global
scale.
So what was I doing? I asked myself this question every single
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night. I thought about my first trip to the Middle East, those
brief days in Beirut, Marlon Brando, Smiley's tour of the refugee
camps, the sights, smells, textures, tastes, and sounds. It had been
less than four years and yet seemed a lifetime. After dinner, I
often wandered down to the Mediterranean, just a few blocks
away from our mansion. The dark waves crashing against the
seawall took me back to earlier times, to Anthony and Cleopatra,
the pharaohs, the kings and queens who erected the pyramids,
Moses ... I peered across the waters toward Italy and east to
Greece, and then farther east to the land of the Phoenicians—now
Lebanon.
These thoughts of ancient empires brought an odd sort of
comfort. History was a tapestry of conquest and brutality that we
humans had muddled through. The sound of the waves soothed
my tormented soul. George Rich stood before me pointing at the
lighted map in MAIN'S boardroom; the only thing that mattered
was the future for the child that someday would issue from my
loins. For his or her sake we had to control Africa and the Middle
East. It was t he knowledge that my progeny depended on it that
kept me going. That and of course the fact that I was living an