covered that evening: ‘Talked with the landlord’s family, solid types of the
old sort, about the past, the war, the Revolution, the Jews, the hate
campaign against officers, the revolutionary period in Bavaria, the libera-
tion, the present situation, meat prices, increasing economic hardship, desire
for the return of the monarchy and a future, economic distress, unemploy-
ment, struggle, occupation, war.’ His father and his old acquaintance Kastl
shared the view, as did many of the Munich middle class, that they were
facing big changes and a major political settling of accounts. ‘Father had
spoken to Dr. Kastl, who shared these views. Once the first pebble starts to
roll then everything will follow like an avalanche. Any day now, we may be
confronted with great events.’
A few days later, in the wake of the attack on Rathenau, the political
situation became critical. Himmler fully supported the murder: ‘Rathenau’s
been shot. I’m glad. Uncle Ernst is too. He was a scoundrel, but an able one,
otherwise we would never have got rid of him. I’m convinced that what he
did he didn’t do for Germany.’
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However, two days after the assassination
Himmler was no doubt astonished to discover that among his circle he was
almost alone in holding this opinion. ‘Meal. The majority condemned the
murder. Rathenau is a martyr. Oh blinded nation!’
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‘Ka
¨
the hasn’t got a
good word to say about the right-wing parties’, while his father was
‘concerned about the political situation’.
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On the following Saturday he
met an acquaintance at the Loritzes and had ‘an unpleasant conversation
[ . . . ] about Rathenau and suchlike (What a great man he was. Anyone who
belonged to a secret organization—death penalty.) The women of course
were shocked. Home.’
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On 28 June he took part in a demonstration in the Ko
¨
nigsplatz against the
‘war guilt lie’. It was a big protest meeting ‘against the Allied powers and the
Versailles Treaty’. He was evidently disappointed by the indecisive stance of
his fraternity: ‘Of course our club was useless; we went with the Technical
University. The whole of the Ko
¨
nigsplatz was jam-packed, definitely more
than 60,000 people. A nice dignified occasion without any violence or rash
acts. A boy held up a black, red, and white flag (the police captain didn’t see
it; it carries a three-month prison sentence). We sang the “Watch on the
Rhine”, “O Noble Germany”, the “Flag Song”, the “Musketeer”, etc.–it
was terrific. Home again. Had tea.’
The following day—five days after the assassination—he confided se-
cretively to his diary: ‘The identity of Rathenau’s murderers is known—the
C Organization. Awful if it all comes out.’ The Consul Organization,
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