was lax and fragmentary; a man of strong instincts could be- sometimes
had to be- a law unto himself. When provoked Benvenuto "felt a
fever" which "would have been my death had I not resolved to give it
vent"; `052339 when offended "I thought I ought to act as well as
intone my misereres." `052340 He fell into a hundred quarrels,
and, he assures us, was in the right in all but one. He stuck a dagger
into the neck of one offender, and with such matador precision that
the man fell dead. `052341 In another case "I stabbed him just beneath
the ear. I gave him only two blows, for he fell stone dead at the
second. I had not meant to kill him, but, as the saying goes, knocks
are not dealt out by measure." `052342
His theology was as independent as his morality. Since he was always
right (but once), he felt that God must be on his side, giving more
power to his arm; he prayed to God for aid in his murders, and gave
Him due credit for his success. However, when God failed to answer his
prayers to help him find his lost love Angelica, he turned to devils
for supplementary aid. A Sicilian sorcerer took him to the deserted
Colosseum at night, drew a magic circle in the ground, lit a fire,
sprinkled perfumes on the flames, and with Hebrew, Greek, and Latin
invocations summoned demons to appear. Benvenuto was sure that
hundreds of phantoms rose before him, and that they predicted his
early reunion with Angelica. He returned to his house, and spent the
rest of the night seeing devils. `052343
When the imperial army sacked Rome Cellini fled to the Castel
Sant' Angelo, and served as a gunner; it was one of his shots, he
avers, that killed the Duke of Bourbon; and it was his expert
marksmanship that kept the besiegers at a distance from the Castle, so
saving the Pope, the cardinals, and Benvenuto. We do not know how true
this is; but we have it on the same authority that when Clement
returned to Rome he made Cellini a mace-bearer with a salary of 200
crowns ($2500?) a year, and said: "Were I but a wealthy emperor, I
would give Benvenuto as much land as my eyes could survey; yet,
being now but a needy bankrupt, I will at any rate give him bread
enough to satisfy his need." `052344
Paul III continued Clement's patronage. Probably exaggerating to his
heart's delight, Cellini quotes Paul as saying, to one who protested
his lenience with the artist: "Know then that men like Benvenuto,