sively than he normally would have because he wanted to finish me
off quickly. I was playing more conservatively because I knew it was
my only chance. I started to get longer volleys before he won the
point, and then I finally started to win points—not many at first but
just enough to keep me in the game. As I began to win more and
more points, my opponent’s play suffered. He started to become
angry with himself for letting an inferior player gain any sort of
advantage.
Slowly the advantage tipped in my favor, and I started coming
back in the second game of the match. I clawed my way back to
even and then went on to win that game. So at the end of the first
two games we were tied one to one, but the momentum was in my
favor with one game to play.
The final game was a battle. We fought back and forth with the
game tied and with each of us being one point from victory on sev-
eral occasions. Finally, I hit the last shot and he missed. In the end,
the pressure of the tournament, of proving that he was the better
player, got to him and he cracked. He was assuredly the best player.
I knew it and he knew it, but in the end that didn’t matter, and he
lost because he couldn’t handle the pressure.The win meant too
much to him, and that affected his play.
My superior opponent was also not successful in the Turtle pro-
gram. I believe this was the case for the same reason that he lost
the Ping-Pong tournament. His ego was too tied up in his own trad-
ing for him to be able to see that the reasons for his poor perform-
ance were inside him. Not coincidentally, the Ping-Pong expert was
the same Turtle who believed that Rich had given me secrets that he
had not been given. It was too hard for him to see that the reason I
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